I swear I did not intend to go out looking for half naked men, but I find hat since I have been in a relationship they tend to pop up more and more.
Anywhoo was in the car with my brother in law going to work, but he parked up so he could drop off his son at the school on the way. He parked next to a local town hall, which is having it's roof redone by the look of it. Then suddenly as they go in and leave me in the car I realise that the roofers are both blonde, topless, and muscular and one of them is wearing pink boxers which I can see over his shorts.... I am pretty sure that this is some guys fantasy but I only find it annoying.
So I do the honourable thing, I close my eyes and think of my bf, that's when very blonde roofer man decides to start applying sun cream........... I mean come on give a guy a break, it's like a honey trap from god. So now I have a blonde tanned muscular guy just glistening away in the distance.
OK I know it is perfectly acceptable to find other guys apart from your bf attractive, but it still feels wrong to look. Mostly because I sincerely hope that I have ruined my own boyfriend for other men lol.
Anyway the slightly twisted moral of the story today is ........ Meh I got nothin. Oh well lol, welcome to the summer guys, hope everyone is having a good one so far :)
Friday, 28 May 2010
Thursday, 27 May 2010
Full Disclosure
OK here is the deal, sometimes I do not know how much I should really post on a blog.
When I first started writing it I believed in a no holes barred sort of deal, no secrets, and no lies. Problem is that it never quite works out that way :s, I mean there are just some things that no one likes to talk about.
But today I actually grew a pair and decided to be a little chatty about the things I think I do need to talk about.
1. The Job. First things first I like my job. Only problem is, that sometimes the people I work with really do get on my nerves. If I make any type of mistake then they all go running to my boss and make it even worse. Im not saying they are wholly wrong to do this. I am just saying "chill the fuck out" I am only human, and lord knows you arent perfect either.
2. The Man. I love my boyfriend, but we are like any couple and have a couple of issues. Right now he is so stressed out with the things going on in his life that I he is starting to get really upset and frustrated with me. I try to be the good doting boyfriend I have always been, but sometimes its so hard to be there for him when sometimes he acts like he wishes I was not there.
3. The Family. Guess what, love them too. But they are always butting heads and finding new ways to annoy and upset me. My dad, who is not a skinny man told me that I look fat, and my mum complains loudly that I am oh so gay, and actually had the nerve to call my bf Ugly to my face. I screamed her out and she says I am being too defensive :s.
There have been so many times when I would of just loved to come on and vent. But unless you missed the trend, I love all of these things as much as they annoy me, and I always have a paranoid fear that someone will read it and call me out on these horrible things I say.
But I am sick and tired of just grinning and taking it. I am a (sometimes) human being, and I need things too.
When I first started writing it I believed in a no holes barred sort of deal, no secrets, and no lies. Problem is that it never quite works out that way :s, I mean there are just some things that no one likes to talk about.
But today I actually grew a pair and decided to be a little chatty about the things I think I do need to talk about.
1. The Job. First things first I like my job. Only problem is, that sometimes the people I work with really do get on my nerves. If I make any type of mistake then they all go running to my boss and make it even worse. Im not saying they are wholly wrong to do this. I am just saying "chill the fuck out" I am only human, and lord knows you arent perfect either.
2. The Man. I love my boyfriend, but we are like any couple and have a couple of issues. Right now he is so stressed out with the things going on in his life that I he is starting to get really upset and frustrated with me. I try to be the good doting boyfriend I have always been, but sometimes its so hard to be there for him when sometimes he acts like he wishes I was not there.
3. The Family. Guess what, love them too. But they are always butting heads and finding new ways to annoy and upset me. My dad, who is not a skinny man told me that I look fat, and my mum complains loudly that I am oh so gay, and actually had the nerve to call my bf Ugly to my face. I screamed her out and she says I am being too defensive :s.
There have been so many times when I would of just loved to come on and vent. But unless you missed the trend, I love all of these things as much as they annoy me, and I always have a paranoid fear that someone will read it and call me out on these horrible things I say.
But I am sick and tired of just grinning and taking it. I am a (sometimes) human being, and I need things too.
Wednesday, 19 May 2010
The Truth will set you Free. But it will piss you off first
The truth is I have dyslexia, well maybe that's the truth I have become that good at working around it, that it has not bothered me in years. It all started thanks to a series of small mistakes, which tend to be the only ones I make, you know the type the small silly errors that you tend to make if you are tryig to make a quick deadline. A typing error was made, and because i am not as focused as normal I didn't notice. Problem is that someone else did notice.
Now I reckon that if you notice someone make a mistake you tell them and they can fix it. Except this person decided to write a very LONG email to my boss saying how I am not checking my work properly. This leads my boss to schedule an informal meeting with me regarding said feedback. I take it on the chin and get back to work. Of course I am stewing about a silly mistake being made worse.... So perhaps i am obsessing over it so I make another one..... You see where I am going with this.
My boss reckons I should get my dsylexia properly checked by a doctor and inform the rest of the team. The idea leaves a bitter taste in my mouth, I have always tried to act like there is nothing wrong and don't want to be treated like there is. Am I being too prideful?
Now I reckon that if you notice someone make a mistake you tell them and they can fix it. Except this person decided to write a very LONG email to my boss saying how I am not checking my work properly. This leads my boss to schedule an informal meeting with me regarding said feedback. I take it on the chin and get back to work. Of course I am stewing about a silly mistake being made worse.... So perhaps i am obsessing over it so I make another one..... You see where I am going with this.
My boss reckons I should get my dsylexia properly checked by a doctor and inform the rest of the team. The idea leaves a bitter taste in my mouth, I have always tried to act like there is nothing wrong and don't want to be treated like there is. Am I being too prideful?
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