Full Disclosure

OK here is the deal, sometimes I do not know how much I should really post on a blog.

When I first started writing it I believed in a no holes barred sort of deal, no secrets, and no lies. Problem is that it never quite works out that way :s, I mean there are just some things that no one likes to talk about.

But today I actually grew a pair and decided to be a little chatty about the things I think I do need to talk about.

1. The Job. First things first I like my job. Only problem is, that sometimes the people I work with really do get on my nerves. If I make any type of mistake then they all go running to my boss and make it even worse. Im not saying they are wholly wrong to do this. I am just saying "chill the fuck out" I am only human, and lord knows you arent perfect either.

2. The Man. I love my boyfriend, but we are like any couple and have a couple of issues. Right now he is so stressed out with the things going on in his life that I he is starting to get really upset and frustrated with me. I try to be the good doting boyfriend I have always been, but sometimes its so hard to be there for him when sometimes he acts like he wishes I was not there.

3. The Family. Guess what, love them too. But they are always butting heads and finding new ways to annoy and upset me. My dad, who is not a skinny man told me that I look fat, and my mum complains loudly that I am oh so gay, and actually had the nerve to call my bf Ugly to my face. I screamed her out and she says I am being too defensive :s.

There have been so many times when I would of just loved to come on and vent. But unless you missed the trend, I love all of these things as much as they annoy me, and I always have a paranoid fear that someone will read it and call me out on these horrible things I say.

But I am sick and tired of just grinning and taking it. I am a (sometimes) human being, and I need things too.